Small moment

You know that feeling when if you use one friend you lose all friends that deep hurting feeling in your chest that tells you nothing is going to be okay that most likely your friends don't like you when every day you go through a hall way your afraid of people talking crap about you just out of the corner of your eye you hear the meanest things that just sharpen that feeling that come's from your head and goes down to your chest and you cant make go away for at least 5 minutes and then you have to go to class with all those people that call you that stuff but what I've learned mostly is the only way to get out of it all is to either get to your friends that are nice or make new one and start fresh but the one thing you or I cant do is just make it stop and that's the hardest part I guess you just have to charge threw it all and hope for the best of it all but then i think people will start to notice bad people as they grow I hope